Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Faithless & Struggling

So we still have no news about our travel approval, and the window of time for our plans to come together for August is rapidly closing. Last night I slept fitfully all night dreaming about booking plane tickets.
Today has been a struggle with anxiety. What if the approvals don't come in time for us to get plane tickets and visas? And somehow, that seems like the end of the world.

I've been anxious and cranky, worrisome and frankly, faithless. It's been a pretty bad day.

And tomorrow is another day. Lord, grant me faith. Help my heart to trust your plan, even if we can't go to China in August.

2 comments:

  1. Hope today has been better for you. As you have told me many times, God knows what is happening and when it is happening so we really don't need to worry. BUT that's what we do don't we. Hope tonight's sleep is better.
    Love, Mom

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  2. Praying today is a better day. May the Lord give you the peace that you need to conquer the day.

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